Tuesday, December 14, 2010
The weekend just past would have been quite different had you made it out into the world. We would have been celebrating your first birthday.
After deciding that we would like a third child and watching the months go by until two blue lines appeared there was excitement that you had arrived. Although I never felt quite right, somehow I think I knew you wouldn't be around for long.
Only 6 weeks. Enough time to start thinking about summer with a newborn baby. To wonder if you were a girl or a boy, what you would look like, how you would fit into our family, to glance at baby clothes in the shops again...
But it wasn't to be. You will always remain a lovely potential.